Everything is crap... especially my father.
We've all got parental problems. I haven't even seen my dad in 3 years tomorrow, coincidentally enough.
I'm also going through a little depression mode right now. It happens pretty often though. I'm usually pretty optimistic, but every now and again I get depressed. Now is that time.
So you hate everyone or you lack liking, yet you socialise on the internet with other people for example CheatHappens. Maybe all you want is a little more attention then people are showing you at present.
No. I choose a different community for that.
when evening comes knocking..i start to get depressed. i don't know y.
That's probably melancholia.
Nah. Melancholy is the inability to feel happiness. You can feel anything else. Depression is for sadness/defeat specifically.
Melancholia is also for sadness. It's really a fine line between the 2 imo.