Alright, whether your genuinely depressed or just after attention I don't care, these posts are to be taken seriously by everyone. If you are genuinely depressed about a girl, you need to re-think your thinking. If shes refused you time after time do you really think that a relationship is possible, and even if you think that, do you think such a relationship would be enjoyable? Right now, from what I can tell from your posts, your experiencing lust, not love and relationships like that end in very ugly harsh breakups. To kill yourself over such a thing would be most simply put, the worst thing you could ever do.
Life is a gift, that's been said over the last few thousand years. Its still said because its true. I want you to get up and look out the window at the sky, I have no clue what the weather is like where your at, but perspective can be given under any circumstances. If said sky is blue, realize how beautiful the world is, how much more there is to experience. Picture that same blue sky above a brilliant blue sea, or some other place that you hope to one day see. If said sky is dark, or cloudy, simply see that sky as a representation of where you are in life right now, its dark, and depressing. But, give it a few days, and that sky will be a clear and blue as ever.
edited for spelling/grammar
[Edited by insomniac, 8/17/2007 2:25:34 PM]